Even Now
when there's someone else who cares
when there's someone home who's waiting just for me
even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
and I wonder what to do so she won't see
that even now
when I know it wasn't right
and I found a better life than what we had
even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night
and I can't believe it still could hurt so bad
chorus:
even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and how I wish you knew
even now
even now
when I never hear your name
and the world has changed so much since you've been gone
even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
and this pain inside of me goes on and on
even now
even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and God I wish you knew
some how
Even now
somehow we're trying to move on and forget the past,
making new memory,
finding new friends,
even
new love.
...but
you can't escape it.
the memories are still linger,
there is a scar that sometimes still sore and hurt bad.
band aid couldn't cover it,
because the only one who can is him/she.
how pathetic.
I have the feeling I'm not the only one who did this stupid mistake.